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I just had my second child 6 weeks ago. 2 weeks after he was born, I got a staph infection on the back of my leg and I totally freaked. They gave me some sulfa antibiotics called Bactrim. 3 days after I took it, I developed an allergic reaction which consisted of a fever, heart palpatations and a bad rash. The staph went away, but the allergic reaction scared the crap out of me. My doc had to give me steroids and medication for oral thrush because the antibiotics caused it. Now, my liver enzymes are elevated due to all the medications and I have yellow stools and back pain on my right side. I am just scared to death that I have damaged my liver or kidneys with all the nasty medications I had to take. I just feel like I have so much to live for and I don’t want to die. I have 2 beautiful children, but can’t even enjoy them because I feel so crummy ever since all this has happened. Now, I feel tired and depressed. I cry every day because I think I am going to die from liver failure, kidney failure or get some terrible sickness like meningitis or blood poisoning… it’s gotten out of control! I have been to the doctor like 10 times in the past month. They said my blood was good and they did an ultrasound of my kidneys and liver and said everything looked beautiful. So, why am I still waiting for something bad to happen!? Also, I had a seven month old nephew who died of meningitis 8 years ago, so I am freaked about that sickness. Anyone who has any advice for me or can help, I would appreciate it.

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